Had the photo shoot & interview today. Twas quite excited about it all and turned out to be quite fun. The other guys were nice chaps too.. No 'fwah supermodel' types who arrogantly refuse to chat (or can't due to lack of cerebral matter) but instead found some nice guys..

This life is def not for me tho... For someone who is a self-confessed failure at smiling (proved at nite court 02 & various other times) taking cues from the photographer was nerve-wrecking. Always wondering is he thinkin 'how bloody difficult this guy is, cant he smile properly?' or other damn thots as I try my best to decipher his instructions (which are quite hard and fast and so not very audible) and valiantly try to adjust accordingly. All this is Not helped by the fact twas in the middle of raffles place at 9am. Cringed everytime pple stopped and looked at the shoot. Or the more skilful walking-away-but-still-maintains-stare kind.

Fyi this cl*o issue will be out Feb '06. So I've a full 3 months to mentally-prep & perfect my anti-blushing techniques and the incredulous look of 'u must mistaken, that's not really me'. *lol*