Everything should be hunky dory
But your mind is playing tricks on you
You think ridiculous thoughts and paranoid outcomes
Insignificance sucker-punches you
Confidence ebbs
Work serves as a distraction
But the hours take its toll
Life as you know is an illusion
Even your ignorant mum notices how dead u look

Are things really as they are? Or is there more?
You don't know anymore
The last to know, as always
You're weary
Mind, body, heart and soul
Weary and depressed
You're lonely
When will my sweet return to me?
I don't know
Never do