Yesterday was Transformers at Vivocity till late. Movie was a tad too long and I was kinda turned off by Optimus' no-brainer melding with Spitfire's parts then so again so easily jettisoning those same parts as soon as the fight was over, which in itself was too dragged out. Stick to the script Mr Bay. You can only take so many liberties.

Yesterday was a start too, and tho there are many things to sort out and problems and issues (exacerbated by confusing actions and tactics by alleged friends) and we're on different pages, I felt better this morning simply from the re-kindling of contact and the normality of msgs today. Being called baby again made a world of difference to me..

Worked out for the first time in ages at Planet Fitness Grand (or any outlet for that matter) and it felt gd to know my body % was at a good state. Gonna start workin at it.

Got home and worked on the spiritual side of things. It's inspiring how having someone sharing that faith makes you closer to Him and vice versa. I'm still some way off and I know I will still enjoy the night out for the time being but it's a process and it was a contentment doing just the simple way of life, and the re-emergence of the belief that I can be happy sans all that jazz, simply because that base I draw strength from is around again. Perhaps it will be a false dawn and disappear and I will be terribly disappointed. But you gotta believe. And we're both trying. So that's all that can be done. It's a process. Just need patience.

Bought subway for the second night in a row and shared the foot-long with my mum in front of the tv. The surprise dinner delighted her. Happy mum. Happy me :)

InsyAllah, He'll help me find that happiness.

Ameen.