I have been having a bad run of sleepless nights as my mind grapples with the possibilities, permutations and risks of the coming months in addition to reflecting on the challenges and issues posed by my present day-to-day marathon that I have to pull through. It was a great opportunity to take up, and I do not regret having a go at it, but ultimately the insane client care standard, lack of peer support and a mentor that obviously does not see eye to eye have taken their toll and my mind is just about made up.

Add to that, the chance for me to "date" exclusively without worries of sleepover risks and all the flexibility to pursue interests, time to indulge in romance and the daily support offered, and it definitely looks like a slam dunk case. Of course there will be tiffs and arguments and teething problems as we adjust to the transition period after tying the knot, but there is no one in the world I would rather endure such abrasions with cos our consideration, thoughtfulness, communication, care and understanding of each other is what sets us apart.

So here's to getting to my first checkpoint - only 15 work days away!

Allez!