I realise now that I have to let you go.

There are good things pulling from us but...

You are not meant to be with me. And I am not meant to be with you.

I will enjoy this time we have together but that is all it'll be. A short-term rship which will end when you head off. Or even earlier in Ramadan.

Whatever the case, I have to have piece of mind and not vacillate from happiness to despair from day-to-day just cos of no calls or overanalysing your FB or blog page.

It's time to make my heart move on so my mind can be free.

So while I yearn for our future together, and I believe we have that I must be practical and look after myself.

I've to let you go.

Amin.