Dear blogster, I've been neglecting you and writing much lately. Just been a tumultuous time for me and too many thoughts to sort through professionally, financially, personally and as you'll read later physically. Everything's up in the air and the timing couldn't have been worse. I'm a good decision-maker most times but when it comes to the big ones, I like to think it through. Sometimes I over-analyze it but well that's just the legal pseudo-galactico mind workin. Hopefully I resolve things in turn and in time, cos it's definitely getting me. It's weight I could do without. I was just staring blankly with my face cupped at the HV table for the longest time it seemed cos an the server asked me if I was alright. I'm weary and truth be told I was happier at the turn of the year. I don't like this me. I must get back to my free-spirited roots of my RTW trip, apart from all this responsibility, consideration and expectation...

And you're not the only thing I been neglecting... I finally went on a run today and oh my gawd I was waaaaay outta shape. I was all knackered just from the usual 6km circuit. I actually felt like stopping midway through but my mental fortitude (and pride!) helped me get through that. In any case, I have to get back into it now that the hamstring seems to have eased up. Goodness, I hate feeling this pathetic, so out of it I must get!

Wish me luck.

Booyashaka!