I do not appreciate the way I was made to feel.

I was made out to be hiding something when I hadn't. In fact I had openly volunteered the information when the topic came up. It was on in the afternoons so I watched when it was on.

It made me feel bad when I had not done anything wrong.

It hurt to be judged and questioned.

By my partner of all people.

And this just over a tv show.

The lack of support and belief is worrying.

Especially considering there will be another variable complexity next year.

I must realise when it comes to the true crunch of things like this, I am always going to be the outsider, not part of the exalted family that you unfailingly believe and think the best of no matter what they do.