*cringe*

Results checking day. *cringe*

I hate this sense of impending doom and frailty of hope. In the end when I get it I could be crushed. And that is something I cannot take in light of recent personal history. Oh how I pray I will do alright. plss... But I did screw up two major papers. *sigh*

But I guess I should keep in mind I did have a challenging semester (academically in addition to the usual personal & social categories) which represent a success in itself. Even if I will be classified and judged by my grades by mum, faculty-mates and frens. S'poreans will be S'poreans.

Pls be decent. pls.... *grits teeth*